Coincidnce

My gums are bleeding. I don't floss enough, apparently.
What is love? Something we create? Or does it really exist..? I don't know if I'll ever know. I can try though. Or maybe that's the thing. We find it when we aren't trying. And it's not forced.

I had some stuff to write about. But my mind is now blank. That's annoying. That movie was good--it reminded me that focusing only on the good is unreasonable. Also, I liked how it talked about chance. How everything happens coincidentally.
According to Wikipedia, a coincidence occurs when something uncanny, accidental and unexpected happens. Sounds a lot like life... So. I came to the realization that I think fate does not exist. After watching a clip from Benjamin Button, I realized this. About two weeks ago. I never knew where I stood on the topic. Fate vs. coincidence. If anything in our life (or his life, or her life, etc, etc) was different, everything would have a different result. Small or big, the results would all be different.
I also really liked the soundtrack of that movie. I already have half the songs though. So buying the album would be pointless. Bummer. I mostly want the final song though.

Yes, I kept thinking of you.
Yes, I'm competitive.
I wish I did the crazy ideas more often.
Yes, I like attention.
I still eat out of that peanut butter jar. It's almost empty.
I've never actually been that sorry.
I wish i could sort my thoughts out in my head better. That way maybe you'd get it.
We're a lot more similar than different.
Yes, I'm sure.
No, I don't believe what most people tell me. Yes, that's very pessimistic. But I realized I have a serious trust problem. When someone tells me something I doubt. I look for alternatives. I remember the past. I wasn't always like this. I used to have no trust issues, never doubt.. but that's so naive now. I've learned. I've learned a lot recently, even if it's not obvious.
I'll probably stay up way too late again for no reason. And wake up at one. Cool.